the drugs and the alcohol are running through my veins and the music in my ears and the visions, the colours, the frames and the details, my fingers typing so fastly in the dark and the shiny keyboard and the paranoia and the awkward silences and the pictures and the weird sounds and this feeling that i’m so numb and that i’m floating. the cold. i am so in love with this place yet this whole is still inside of my chest.
when will you be in berlin? we should all hang in paris or london in summer tbh
i’ll be there in september i guess? and yes we should totes do that <3
omg jealous!!!! tell her i love her
haha please join! hanging out with both of you sounds like heaven heh
hi there, i’m nearly dead
i miss all of you.
also guess who’s meeting eva this saturday in amsterdam? niehehe
Save Your Love by Sally Shapiro
"Subject to the idiosyncrasies of the psyche and the logic of the unconscious, emotional experience and the memory of it demand and produce an unusual archive, one that frequently resists the coherence of narrative or that is fragmented and ostensibly arbitrary. Memories can cohere around objects in unpredictable ways, and the task of the archivist of emotion is thus an unusual one."
Ann Cvetkovich An Archive of Feelings
(Source: homeworlds, via performance-sofa)
FKA x inc. (Original Mix) by FKA x inc.
"I try to distance myself from that intricate web of streets and places that had such a profound bearing on me when I was young and most impressionable: a risky, uncertain enterprise, because all that which closely touched our early formative years never completely ceases to participate somehow — be it ever so slight, and even from afar — in our mutations."
Julien Gracq, The Shape of a City.
(Source: vancouver-of-the-mind, via pantheonaslecum)